Time’s up!

I’ve been thinking of an old hurt. I don’t like to but it seems impossible not to. Circumstances have made it an “in your face” issue. It’s hard to explain how I feel about it. Because I’m not feeling unforgiving or resentful.

I guess I feel sad.

Someone purposefully set out to hurt  my family. It was devastating! We nearly lost everything. Our kids, didn’t deserve that. But they were victims in the path of the storm.

Each of us carry scars.

Death doesn’t stop the hurt. If anything, I think it might magnify it. “I’m sorry” could have eased the pain. But it was never said.

We weren’t the only ministry family. He was instrumental in the destruction of another. A loving family that still struggles with ridicule and embarrassment undeservedly.

Gossip, truth-twisting and lies never go hand-in-hand with Christian leadership.  Sadly, it doesn’t go unnoticed by Him.

I pray. God, reveal the sin in my heart. Do not let me rest until I right my wrong….against you and another. I don’t want to face you with that when my time is up. Amen.

He only is my Rock and my Salvation; He is my Defense and my Fortress, I shall not be moved. Psalm 62:6

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