C H A O S

I WILL NOT FLIP!

I WILL NOT LOSE IT!

I WILL NOT SCREAM!

I WILL NOT GO HARRY-SCARRY!

I WILL NOT….

That’s what I keep saying to myself, over and over! Since Wednesday during the night sometime (ya know, when I was tornado watchin?) our power has been out. Now, that’s understandable for the weather we experienced…..but today is Friday and my entire neighborhood has electricity except for me and 6 other houses.

I’m starting to get mighty crazy!

This has happened to us SO MANY TIMES! We’ve reached the point of losing our entire refridgerator/freezer. My house is a total wreck. Laundry is piled to heaven. Everything is dirty. We’ve eaten out two nights this week. In-laws and son are returning TONIGHT at 11pm in Indy from their Washingto trip. The house is a wreck. It’s finals week. Graduation and all it’s follies are in a week.

I tell you all this…..not to make you feel sorry for me, but just to get it off my chest. I woke up this morning at 5:45am and drove up to my school so I could take a hot shower and style my hair. I was so tired and I let myself fall into feeling sorry for myself. That triggered the rest of my morning into a huge woe is me. Didn’t get me anywhere and certainly didn’t change a thing. My circumstances….were still the same.

On my drive back to school…..I passed 4 huge bucket trucks (one carrying our new pole) as they were heading to my house. I was so looney, that I started clapping my hands in the air. Like a jerk….not a happy person. 🙁

{Like, seriously…..is it their fault the trees fall in my neighborhood?}

I’m needing a regroup! A “Snap out of it!”.

Oh and electricity would be nice too. 😉

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